BIG FAT wormy cominG!!!!

2007-07-20T19:28:00.000-07:00

find me @ www.mokkablack.blogspot.com thnk you

2007-07-18T07:05:00.000-07:00

again and again, i suppose u siam, lawls, dun force me to drop all the words to describe how much hatred i have for u, realli fed up these daes, so toot off if ure tinkin of somethin fishy, and i mean it...every word u speak disgusts me...they are jus too unreal, jus lyk u...=D..-.-lll

2007-07-17T07:45:00.000-07:00

bathing~...

curse those who wanted to get wad they dunot deserve,... try on someone else, get off my back ***holes.....

2007-07-14T07:31:00.001-07:00

lawls ..click plae on the player if u wan~

2007-07-12T03:23:00.000-07:00

oh, played coins around the corridor in school todae, well in previous weex, ive spent my daes pretty happili, my birthdae and some other stuff, celebrations and gz ppl jus came along better haha, had a few performances and burnt my nose at sentosa, oh ya and theres this once, i was walking along the corridor, when i met ms kuck, i greeted her and she said, " sirchow why u so happy?" @_@... was i realli smilling that much? lawls, well i guess so, perhaps thats the reason for me sleeping in classes, smile too much, tired after recesses... zzz @_@...

and earm,
i guess,... ive done pretty well in those previous tests=D ,and yea, well, after the mid years ive learnt sth which others might too...wad i think is, its realli no point being good in jus some areas, and its pretty fair i think, its jus lyk choosing an option between pentium 4 and core to series cpu chip. the outcome is obvious, ppl lyk multi tasking, multi talented stuff, being good in 1 or 2 lame subjex cant realli help, weaker subjex hav to get above B, no one cares abt u scoring 100 marks for a particular test or exam, a1 is still an a1.. theres no better grade... okaes, too much for posting todae, sry for those late replies anywaes =D haha, cos i realli dun realli hav time to come blogger as often, so yeaups, cya ppls in schu!!^^

2007-07-05T06:01:00.000-07:00

wells ahahax jus replying taggs(:

joce- hahax thn who is " i rock and u do too"? lols all funny names
i rock and u do too- lols haha thx, u are?
daniel- hehe thankyou very much, plae socca next time hehe
lang- lol ure over reactins, thx anywaes and thx for spamming ?@_@ lol lame gay haha
vrooom- heys! thx vroom, dvoo2 dvooo3~~
reggie- ooh third time !! haha i tink yunjia is making an outing or sth haha see ya soon
jia lin- lols i speak german, " sxczs xzczsadchz xasexhcz syhgf" hehe laming around, thx!
meijun- haha! harlo! thx for ur present!! first time see u active haha=x
ying- thx lots! =D
xingzi- how did u noe my bd? hehe, dun so emo, thx!
nat- hahas thx, @_@?

i jus wanna lock myself in the room, and imagine i hav aye core to extreme powering neverwinter and someother craps which i hav been waiting for, questions which i hav not answered, do not ask further, i might flare up,... =P hehe stae cheerful and dun sleep in lessons ppl! ! ! i jus wish i can sleep 12 hours a dae... good nights~~

2007-06-30T22:26:00.000-07:00

stilll, ive enjoyed ytd performance(: and enjoyed boarding the bus with with my fellow frens haha@_@... !! geog project now !! lol good luk everybdy!

2007-06-28T07:56:00.000-07:00

i cant catch the pace at all!!! lessons goin speedy and im jus missing them!! O_O... several performances running so i hav no choice T_T gotta catch up but duno how @_@... haix... anywaes they sent those prposals to get a partition or perhaps even go to 306? not sure of their plan but i guess i lyk 307, not sure of my decision too, but then, aiyax head burning and spinning, played with the conductor chair too much in gz room todae =x hehe went around spinning zzz,... wells tis is jus a quick post so, gotta sleep, nitex!!

2007-06-23T12:03:00.000-07:00

sometimes u dun lyk the things work,..but under any circumstances, u still hav the option of placing ur comments... some nice comments are really not bad, negative ones, the other wae round of cus... its not really that hard to keep comments to oneself, its all up to u to make ur decision..

and i tink its pretty nice staying late at night too, at least u can indulge in all the silence u wan..

hahas i think i lyk yellow @_@...

time to sleeep good nitex(:

2007-06-22T09:30:00.001-07:00

heehee things are getting wrong @_@ i wud really lyk to plae computer, but now, i plae plaeplae, im stuck down with boredom, bugs and stuff in the game really drove me mad, buggy vital sign and nfs are my favourites, bugless gothic3 is jus a boring game,... arrr!! kaex, anywaes todae went to mala toufu thing to eat, "celebration" for our syf thingy.. theres this once langston is try to take e "raw oyster" thn the water on the plate dripped onto jingsong's glass lol, so dum but dum, zzz lols. . . hmm so thats all-___- went home rite after that... .

2007-06-15T01:01:00.001-07:00

oh, give it to me ( the blog song) is nice, rite? hehe...

2007-06-15T00:43:00.000-07:00

arr ytd ot save draft but no save orh!!! arrr...zzz hahas well thn, ytd post...

hehe todae i did something realli disastrous.. he, hehe... we got gz todae ma so 'thm' they al actually planned to plae captain's ball after e self practice, so after gz we took e ball and started playings! during the breaks thru out the game, i walked around with jingsong (js) to walkwalk and found this "tiger moth" that js mentioned was flying around, so,.. i grabbed my water bottle and wielded it arounds, duno luki or wad, i knocked out the moth hehe, thn it struggled, but failed to resume its consciousness and thus it landed on the ground, thot it would fly off once it comes around, so we went bac to continue our game... unexpectedly =x 5 mins later i found out that theres a "black patch" on the floor, i went to figure out wad it is,...!! it was an army of ants preying on the tiger moth !! T_T..oooh... hehe so thats wad happened, sry moth > <...

but hell wad, it was made worst when haha langston brought a lighter and vroom @ the black patch with the moth lyk he was using a flamethrower haha, "wan crispy or original?" -___- kfc hehe...

2007-05-30T07:23:00.000-07:00

i noe i regretted for shouting, i noe i can neva be as good as u, i noe my academical standings, i noe u are a accountant to be, a manager, wadeva which its name might seem big, but dun forget, u are still an undergraduate, u are still in ur 20s, and im noe im nth important to u, i nth but ur illy bred brother who knows nth, but shout at u... im mad im stupid im fucking annoying, but i jus cant go anywhr else but home... i cant stand u for being arrogant, neither could u stand my quietness, so wad should i do...tell me, its mom who kicked my hamster, not u, i didnt scold her, but she kicked the cage upside down, u expect me to stae calm, i was loud, but i wasnt shouting at her and no one asked u to come into the picture, now u blame me, said i put it in the middle of the living ROOM FUCK YES I DID PUT IT THERE SO WAD? i noe im wrong, so i suppose u shut ur dam gap cos wun do it again, treating me for lyk a ass hole and there u are crapping and wadeva shit...now everyones against me, so tel me, wad do u wan me to be? accountant?...or sis?

2007-05-30T02:56:00.000-07:00

wawawawa, im tired after e maths camp thingy, i was sooo unexpected u wld come =D hahaha thot u alwaes pon sch one hehex, i noe im mad runnin arnd lyk mad, but thn wells, i noe im tinkin craps now @_@ hehe...oh wells, anywaes its e third dae of holis(: hw untouched, krystal said she chionged all of em already! how madd is that?!?!! i dun blive lo hehe i tink she jus anyhow anyhow one lahs, so, well then i suppose i got nt else to sae and blog, hmm, so pps! keep ur HAIR neat hehe ( no offence u noe hu) haha and short hehe cya(:!!

i noe i lyk u but i duno i lyk u @_@ look whos tokin ._. ... hahax hpy hols!

2007-05-23T04:51:00.000-07:00

hahax, belverlin asked me to blog as i said i was bored, hehe so im here now, wells...

hmm todae brought 'sirchow' (hamster) to sch, thn wa, i think its life span hav been reduced by 60 daes, lol pp took it out of the plastic container and toss it around, touch and crowd around it, and even put it in his mouth omg lol... but thn dun really mind though they were havin fun with it, so happyhappy luhs... so after sch i went to er buy my bag, ? after i bought it thn i realised its sort of weird on my back lol, haix,... really regretted for not deciding @_@... aaahs... todae's insane moreover, i even thought todae gt gz, and i intended to stae bac, wad hell, todaes wed and nths on wed !! lucki i met en wei outside my class and i was awaken hahax, phew so thats all 4 er dae (:

2007-05-22T04:15:00.000-07:00

hahx, didnt noe that i liked the same bag that chompu had, wanted to buy last time but dad dun allow @_@... hoo.. went over 305 during recess to plae dai di and blackjax, didnt noe my instincts are so pro hehe best dae of poker in my life todae =D hmm so perhaps i will drop over j8 tmr and buy that chompu bag hehe...

anywaes todae went to sch at 710 to go seesee mr chia with enwei, ar, xinyu? and fren?yaya, thn waited outside and got caught for my shirt O_O hehe "this is not acceptable and thiss is not acceptable" hahax, wad a bad impression, **** said theee wanna meet him tmr, sigh how am i gonna face him hehe... poophew, lastly, wanted to train till lv 70 haha, but wells parental controll 1 hr per dae wdh!!!! arrrghs :@ oh wells, so thats all hehe hope parental control could be deleted and banned from coms!!!! F5!!!!!

2007-05-12T00:23:00.000-07:00

hahs, switch the jay's music off if u wanna watch this, by linkin park (: happy post exams!

2007-05-08T04:34:00.000-07:00

im sorry for wad i am, but its just that they dun get to hear me out, even if they do, in wad wae would they pay attention to me..., thats for me already, but despite all sorts of idiotic things which have happened, im glad i could make a difference in sth, my existence isnt really that useless actually...though im not as good as others, hwells, at least, i might treated u "wholeheartedly" todae, ytd, dae b4 ytd, last week, mnth, year... thx for letting me to meet u all in school every day(: cos i wouldn hav survived in this campus without u all @_@

2007-05-05T19:16:00.000-07:00

haix.. so fri, i went to e dental appt...
"u come from maha bodhi ah? i also come from maha bodhi one leh ( ^ ^ ) " lol, thats wad the dentist said...haha anywaes... b4 that when she was lookin at my records, "ar, ur name is sirchow isit? how to write ur chi name?" lol i thought it was for real, but she was asking for fun..=__=wells so she asked me to sit at e corner cos shes attending a pri girl... thn suddenly, theres a storage below the basin, which is attached to the "chair" began to leak, lol thn she only realised quite long after that, " ar ni ke yi bang wo na2 zhi3 ma?" cos she wanna wipe the floor, lol somehow graduates from mbs are pretty similar in a wae that they are silly, i meant, @_@ hehe...anywaes, though im not sure whether she good not, but at least she's very patient, at least when she teach pri pp and ME ._. hehe how to brush properly, she kept her smile going,...

oh wells, after which went bac to school to study agains... ( 8____8 )
met up with enwei and fren "madelene?" thn we studied, then madelene went to see tcher, so while waiting, we go fool around lol... went to plae with locks at the locker, and play with calculators see who can reach 1000 first haha, even played 1million crazy..wads moremore is that we went to see e 60th aniversary collage <(spelling) cos she told me she saw someone want me to see haha lol...act lyk real fools there ahah, yup, so thats really all, went home after that...

and now ac to studyings!! ytd was really a wasted dae, but not really though hahs, but hell wad, i tink im doing last min too@_@ anywaes, good lux everyonnes^^

2007-05-05T04:05:00.000-07:00

oh my, haven been visiting blogs sry for the late reply, well, here goes(:
huiying: hahax, retro, i onli noe got alot of circles@_@...
ziying: (: jia you, all e bests!!
ah lang: lol, i was really pissed that time oh wells, dun call her next time if u see her hehe, nvm la, at least now i noe how to put back chains hehe... next time if u skip thn teacha notice thn u sae, huh? got word meh?
shuzzie: okies, study! u2u2(:
jialin: hahas but i tot ah lang is e one doing the teaching?@_@ np anywaes(:
CHARISSA: yays, haha my dearest sis kekex
via: haha thx!(:
joce: (: thx fer lux!!
yuling: sry in e rush, link next time yea?
ah lang: not really, hehe but jus no time T_T
sianyin: wooo hhaa uve gone insane, i bet u mus hav knocked into a lamp post while reading and walkin rite? haha

2007-04-30T04:07:00.000-07:00

i held the paper b4 me, and.. wade.. u sure this is e standard for us (x x)... totally k.o.ed... i was anyhow doing almost 50% of the questions oh my... sigh, first subject down, few more to go... all the best fellow bloggers and frens(: good lucks on muggins!

2007-04-28T22:27:00.000-07:00

2007-04-27T09:25:00.000-07:00

reply taggs(: from btm...
joce: hahas(: happies floodins JOCE!! x)
ah lang: hehs crazies, 50hrs mid years lo! @__@
pearl: hmm okaes(: giv mor boxes next time thn u will eat until sorethroat :D
ruiyu: relinked(=
huiying: heys hahas thx alots(: linked!!
jialin: hahas nvm i got part of it hehes, my eng fail T__T heehee...
JOCE: hahas jia you, u too!!
tanann: we gathered on 25th april che'A'rs! =D
ppl(lydia): ive relinked!! (:
cris: things are fine, im fine, things are fine hehe...
yu en: hehe not a gay =P
valerie: YES MAO! 'keke'x, oops i said junior's name again hehes
hui ying: hey thx fer ya support and stuff, things are jus as nice!! hehes linked agains...
jialin: smiling =D
(PEARL)!!: wahahas not monkies(: p2o?@_@ yeaup younger jiejie lol...i ignore him liao haha, chowchochow, pearlpeapearl hehe
langston: ^^ hees.. ignore dumbass short tounges heheXD
shawn: yea hi buddy, dun alwaes sit at the fan at the security post there ah hehe...

2007-04-27T09:04:00.000-07:00

todae went studying with enwei, lang and frens hahs todae so crowdy in the library, cos, theres oral todae and everyones waiting for their 'undone' pals to fin their orals...

back in 302 i wasnt nervous or wad at all lols, cos i noe im gonna do real bad for chi oral hahs, mr tang arrived late and we started lyk 1/2hr later!?!?!?! ya.. thn mei jun and hansi was sitting for their orals next door, hope they done wel hahs, soon after they left, theres this class next door too, was lyk scolded by e examiner for duno wad reasons thn i tink they mus hav screwed up the entire thing cos the teacher is dam biased against the class after being offended liao, so haix, all e best to pp from 309!! yyyup! hahs i began with a comfortable speed b4 my reading began to slow down when i reached the 'unknown' words haha, i skipped all of em, and i bet that he noes i skipped them, and after which, e conversation part was a nightmare too, i tink i went out of the question and tokked abt sth instead, oh wells, thats it ended... i was lyk strugglin with my bigbig stack of boox and files and saw en wei getting ready for her turn hahs thn ya, perhaps, thats all for the dae(:

thru many obstacles im still goin to sch with hope'(S)' in all forms, and i realised some of my frens jus dun see things completely, they lyk to pick out mistakes from themselves, but not the positive things, so they went to sch with despair, that should not be the case, everybdy should improve from mistakes and pp shouldn jus sulk, and sob and diggin out all e probs they hav and tell themselves its the end of the world... no such things... pp should alwaes peservere and try their best in everythin isnt it? try their best to treat their frens well, academically, cca and hhh'watevas, yup, if its lyk that thn things would be tonnes better :D all the best for mid years and stuff pps(:

2007-04-21T02:12:00.000-07:00

"wads ur ambition then?"...(i hope to be a teacher)... although i dun really hav any ambitions, but unfortunately, "teacher" slipped off my tongue again in orals...

wells, ytd we had some "intense" prac but wells syfs gonna end only at wed @_@ oh my... hehes but not in the mood for everythin now i JUS WAN MY ES!! i kept hunting for 2 hrs? and nth came off that platoon chronos T_T.... sigh hehes and ya ytd in class, bored to rock, so i began drawing hehe, i nv knew that my drawing was that good lols.....

2007-04-19T06:45:00.001-07:00

to all ends, all e best(:

2007-04-17T05:17:00.000-07:00

everyones stress over competitions + mid year T.T pp! sometimes in tests we might not do that well, but wells, blive in urselves and giv wadeva uve got yea? good luck to all for mid years(: jia you!

todae mr lee went mad over our class again, haix... wonder when those will stop, i love the class but at times we jus drive teachers awae, good teachers awae-.-...307, mus understand, no time to alaf liaosT_T mus strive... yueli dun sleep in class le!! hehs... and im glad that the class tee design is almost done(: its sort of the seven eleven logo haha but then i sae first, 4-11 copied us --.-- duno la, but well the idea was from yueli and sheila de, then that class anyhows... tmr amath test ah, and i duno how to do ex2a qn 10, 11-.- tmr die liao la... sian...

all e best eveyones(:
still far from my goal though, but at least nowadaes im happy, i am very well aware of things around me, but thn abt bonding ( relationships ) i gotta noe nth abt it, though pp might be wondering wad kind of bastard i am, lack of initiatives and wadeva stuff, i will stick to my own personality...lyk it, or not im the wae my name is spelt

2007-04-14T08:46:00.000-07:00

oh wells oh wells, a dae to date in my life well, ive learn loads from my mistake again, hope i could be better to everyone around me, sry if i had done anythin stupid or wadeva... try my best thats all, my apologies agains... it wun happen next time again(:

2007-04-14T04:20:00.000-07:00

to me, theres aye party which is managing everythin which is happenin, and things which have not, so perhaps, everythin is meant to happen, and b4 it slipped off my mind, happy birthdae mama(: wad aye coincidence, my 100th post hahs...

2007-04-13T09:55:00.000-07:00

hahs, its been a time since my last post, sigh nowadaes things are goin madd@_@ yu en goin around with his rumour and stuff-.- (cos he saes he was bored) ya saying me being with someone, ya wadeva all his stories and ya.. and hav been making pp feel sad though, i would rather i know nth but now, sigh, i feel as if i done them wrong O_O...

hah, wells, ytd, yi li they were playing with min hong's bag, lol thn yili passed his bag to 308, thn they alaf la, lol thn after awhile of search, jovin came out of the class and sae " oi, u siao ah" ya, sad for him though and then dexter was over at the other side shaking qinying's table with his foot, making all the boox underneath e table all drop-.- so in all, the class was in chaos again...thn well, i decided to move to the front door to do some eng with james as it was impossible to do the assignment with such noise and earthquakes and stuff, ya, so we moved there...and suddenly, she walked pass the door, we were lookin at each other hahs, heart attack or duno wad, first time in my life it was beating in such a pace and thats why, it make me turned my head awae so quickli...hoo, finally, daes over and tmrs home comin... wonder if we will do good hah but perhaps tmrs gotta be a good dae(: sry er my younger sis for the truble given and wait, if im not wrong, vera's fren tokked to me hahs, i tink her name was, elaine @_@? no idea, i tot dicT called her that, beats me,

NITEX=D

2007-04-07T23:36:00.000-07:00

(: enwei! hahas dun worries for things that u arent sure of, but at least, hehe i hav not showed my temper u rite? yeaups, thx for things uve done la, those arent nth, are real importan, to me la hehes and yea ytd went to library to do hw and some maths stuff, vera and i went into this "book" shop... we found out that a small so called "guest book" cost 50+ bux!! o m g... siao sia, and personall diaries costs 20++ even 30++ lol they looked ordinary, jus lyk those u see in popular, but hell lol the price diff is so big! @_@

hahas and u helped me upon the er, info ya and stuff (: thx alot though i duno wad to do at this moment, but i hate long weekends, cos i wanna to go sch again, lyk u said, my motivation has been moving me to sch ^^ april28! hahas time to be happy for mingting, her bd!!

2007-04-06T04:37:00.000-07:00

everythin in a mess-.- woke up at 7 wa... hadnt recovad from my prev sunburn and i got another one again, ... yea, and tmr i goin out with vera and frens ( lang/cris ) hahas, do hw leh...duno whether i can settle down and do not...

enwei i wanna tok to u ahhhhh 21 mor mins to 8 leh fast come fast come, tel me wad to do and tell me wad u promised hahax!! i need to noe the reason behind it!!

ni kuai le suo yi wo kuai le, zhen de shi zhe yang ma? (o_@) hee(= i shouldn sulk lyk him ^^ i should be harpeee!

2007-04-03T07:41:00.000-07:00

flunked, my physics, messed up everythin wad now, duh...realli at a loss, whole dae sort of wasted by playing and duno wad, second dae of week gone @___@ args, tmr gotta chiong, muahahah-__-... i hate that teacha T_T

it shivers when i turned to look in the canteen, its jus so, so weird, at the right angle, the right seat, there u are, we looked again... do we share the same thoughts?? s.c.l.u

skin everywhr rotting due to that sunburnt, skins all peeling off @_@ zzzz

2007-04-02T07:42:00.000-07:00

i see love todae, thx people, thx ya guys fer all this and thats(: nth mor to post yea, but i did sth, and im sure ure proud of me ya? im sure of it(:

2007-03-31T22:30:00.000-07:00

ytd happened in a dam mess, not in the mood for everythin and well(: i dun care hahas, time for studies, marking on them now, if i were to succeed i shall work in the junes(: muahahahaha!! cya pps!!!

2007-03-27T06:52:00.000-07:00

lol krystal's hilarious she and her craps, haha... todae had scorp meeting, took 2 events up, feeling awkward though, but mayb goin to stadium with lang tmr hahas(: still couldn forget last yr, recalled that i jumped and fell onto the ground, at that time it was the sjabs who pulled me up, despite my perspirations, they carried me to aye corner, reallly admire them, standing there carrying out their duty, regardless of the cruel weather, they alwaes does their job flawlessly waaa~~ haha ya, thankyou, truthfully(: that questions is still yet unknown, blahs, let things go on naturally(: good night!

2007-03-26T04:04:00.000-07:00

he shaved my hair lol, andy and frens all cried for their hair haha, i jus cut on fri and kena todae again, in total, spent $16 on the head,-_- wa, shall eat mor prata to cut cost hehe and todae had my test, i sure noe i wun show my parents when i get it back lol fail ding de,.. heck hehe next test then mug, bb!

2007-03-23T09:19:00.000-07:00

a long dae wizzed past todae, (: and now happy bd sheila hahas... probabli the worst dae of sch this year yet, losing interest of studying already sigh, lol mayb the class is jus too much, perhaps everyone in the class is jus scattered now, blea duno wad to do, but i jus felt sad for all the teachers who taught us, esp those who were bullied, hai, cant blive those words would appear rite in front of them, rite in front of me, cant we just respect them a little mor? jus look at the things they did for us, do they deserve those craps? sometimes a little is alrite though budden now, its far too much, too much, plsplspls ha, sigh i also duno wad to sae, cries...

its no doubt the person i see in the canteen todae is u, for that time i realised wad ur cca is by lookin at the uniform ure weearin... rmb to stae out of the open when the thunderstorm strikes, rmb to bring ur textbooks for lessons, rmb to get another hour of sleep, rmb to take real care of urself, for someone lyk u doesnt deserve any harm....

2007-03-20T07:37:00.000-07:00

im getting maaad hahas, sry for not replying tags, no time to do so and in fact, dam pissed with the blogskin now lol no link no nth -.- and i began to fall for my class more and more and, more(: perhaps pp would be thinkin that im nuts lykin a class when paper aeroplanes appear out of no whr, and classmates saes black hawk down when they got confiscated lol, pros and cons to live with, but i jus lyk the wae they are, i meant, my classmates and teachers, of cos... b4 i forget, the class im falling for is none other than 307(: other than worrying for not understanding some terms of maths and failing to rmb some physics laws, i felt, stressless, at this hour at this min at this sec, well my point is set, the route is for me to take on, and i have made my first step, here(: as u see parental control limited my time for com stuff, i cant be posting as often anymor, so yea, see ya guys soon, i mean, soon(:

well goin for a hair cut, hope to see u again soon, once in a dae, that isnt too much, isnt it? =) well ya haha hope things continues to go lyk this, pp gtg cya all(:

2007-03-15T09:14:00.000-07:00

i seemed to be the mastermind of this epic, wells..things came out in the wae that i thought it would, perhaps im goin to jb tmr ^^ aha moree piraties to plae hehe, hope my sissy gets graduated soon, thn i can plae laptop!

long dae todae, muscles all worked out,...sadly she hasnt return home since ytd again..ha, hope she would later on...sat's event!! lookin 4ward to but no xin4 xin1 la, surely lose one haha, but thn jus enjoy myself and im gonna be glad!! yes!! hahas, rach bd comin real soon, and im happy i could hav a little impact on everythin around me, though i couldn change the world, i could change my mood, my enviro!! was playing dads camera as usual, having fun with the macro haha, but its true though, with macro mode in cams, u could hardly guess wad kind of texture it is if zoomed in!! amazing rite??yes it is!! haha tokin to myself, anw neverwinter, here i comeee!!!! pls, impress me(: carbon, u too haha(:(:(:

2007-03-14T09:00:00.000-07:00

laptobbies soon hahas, im so glad time flew in such aye speed:) tmr gz and hw, UNDONE =D nfs, nvwinter and cof heroes and MAPLE HEHE, so many things to plae yet so many hw to do-.-...

todaes presentation HAHA! im seriousli satisfied with my results, ive got a b3-4 and ms chan sae it could rise^^ as long as theres no c im happy haha cos everythin was done in such a terrible wae but luckili things went quite well and im happy(: 3 daes remainin b4 the sch starts again, enuff rest le...time for mid years, time for work, u guys too...hope my goal could be achieved in the wae i lyk it to...hope i could manage it nice and sweet yay! NOOBASS FREAKASS haha quited the party and no item for u NOOB ARCHER ahha dun u dare come defame me, cos i got alot acc to come look 4 U MUAHAHAS...thats all i supposed, gotta sen my fone for repair tmr or so, so yeaup i will be foneless in a few daes time (: good night hav a nice day!!

oh my, i had to do this fer all our good, i noe i cant do it well, but i hope u guys could understand me as my reason behind all these is to achieve wad we hav been dreamin of, even if we failed to reach the peak in the end, as long we tried out best, we shant hav regrets, m i rite? jus us, hand in hand, we will get thru these remainin weex, jia you(: we will get there

2007-03-13T08:56:00.000-07:00

wa relax! mygosh!! wads the time for 17th's event?? T_T later i absent again T_TT_T...brace up for gz syf! almost reachin the base of the peak hehe haven start climbing yet, theres mor to come i suppose...sigh...heck the outcome lies in the future, as long as u tried, no regrets k? gogogo!! (:

HW AS USUAL untouched^^

camps ova! felt lyk mentionin some pps, first the oic of the camp lo, shes limin, she worked her hearts out fer the camp and things went fairly well haha all thx to her and her fellow committess@_@ and yes! pearl and meijun sure did a great job too, although theres some misunderstandins during the games thingy, it was all resolved in the end, hahas thnkies(: got to noe a few sec 1s and so far, none got some kind of attitude ehe leslie is a nice gay too HAHAHA oops...thn i tink 3 camps were carried out at the same time, sjab, media and of cob us, i jus realised sjab hadnt been sleepin since the first dae of the camp! really impressed by the kind of stamina they had jj leh hehe...

wo bu dong wo na she me lai gen ren jia bi, dan shi wo zhi zhi dao, zhe shi wei le ni(:

2007-03-07T02:24:00.000-08:00

wa, finally... hav been veryvery tight up these few daes ... sian thinkin of that kia come ji siao us plus all those stresses from worx and stuff...wa nearly breathless...lol todae fell down leh, didnt noe the metal ting was thrown by yuan hao, thought it was flying down thn run to catch it...thn stepped on the puddle thn 'ji bom' lang sae the earthquake sound very loud wa, budden now leg ok liao la... todae i took my LOG test...seesh 3+2+3, 8 marx gone liao le la, this time canont get high marks liao but nvm those tests, it jus get tougher and " ".....
i wavered when at that moment in the canteen... its as if a picture was taken and was uploaded into my dam brain... i cant forget that, but i jus duno how to go on, hehe i meant, if i were to make this move again, would i succeed? nahs, dun think a lame chad lyk me would succeed in things lyk that, might as well enjoy the things i have alwaes been " " ing(: budden i wun deny, that uve got onto me, on the very first dae we met.
tmrs gz... i bet hes gonna get up by this week, and take a look, gz camp tings to bring list!! hehe, OH SHIAT i met belverlin jus now and i forgot to pass it to her!!! later she fotocopi another set agains omt... oh wells, nvm=D
thn abt the lost of the class key, had to report to mr OM "blabla" tmr, lol, tok to that *** ***??!?!?!?! wa will die one la hate him sia... wa so stressful, plus geo proj, tmr's presentation and these and that...nths done YET!... POA hw too, mid years comin and its onli march and im sort of not kopin well,....buck up!!!

happy birthdae CHERIE(:

2007-03-03T21:41:00.000-08:00

whoaha, finally, sorry for the delay pearl :) so srysry, cos last time i wanna move to new blogga but the google page si3 dou1 bu4 yao4 appear hehes, gotta post later on, haven been postin lately cya~
(:

2007-02-19T14:02:00.000-08:00

(: a late one but thn, happy chinese new year everyoness!!! marchies coming real soon, cant wait to meet charissa and frens, hai...now chinese new year holis are almost over, cant tink of anythin else other thn HW!! T_T hav not started yet...zzz left tmr to do, hahas, nows 6 in the mornin, X_X was now here posting cos i slept on the sofa without bathing again hehe, jus bathed -.- garhs... other than that, i had began my "sopltiful" already goin in a nice pace haha, can plae with my cuzy real soon (: AND BTW, tokin abt cuzies, -.- its lyk some on the maternal sides are real sickenin... biang eh everydae sae wad, "go safra ah go safra ah" lol do wad? plae LAN, plae wad? maple ..........................-.- new year go safra not enuf, plae maple zzz walao lol...but hwwweeellls, paternal side was ok still? cos perhaps youngest over that side so i felt a little weird cos everybdy was oldies hehes, and im still not done bai nianing!! hehe, third dae liaos, googood, (: oh yea, jus got into this website, its called, www.radioblogclub.com duno if u all already got it liao but thn no harm givin rite? hehe ya giv a try, its a music web site!

phew, had some great probs with blogger few daes ago hence i couldn get into my acc...srry abt that prev post liao ah lang haha, i noe abt showerhead's absence but then i couldn come in to blogga so yea srysry @.@

the past two daes, i could onli smile and hear laughter of cos! everyone was jus putting a mask on their faces, but thn its new year, wad do i expect?? but still, at times, i could see ur face out of nowhr, mere illusions...虽然一切已结束了，但我是不会忘记那一段日子，我是则么过的。我只希望，你不会那么快忘记那一切，希望您不会讨厌这一切，我希望你能因此而感到安慰。。。

2007-02-14T03:32:00.000-08:00

:] encouragement encouragement and still, mor encouragmenx(:

*thx jia fer those chocs(: but eat next time!! sorethroat hehes
*thx ah lang fer the sweet X)
*thx huimin/peiling fer that er hem (:
*thx pearl for [[P2O]]s!! and thankin me(: and wishin me gd luck(:
*thx sheila and yue li for that card (=
*thx showerhead for that bag of gooooooooodies(:
*thx rachel for chocs too hola!
hahas though it loox weird but hope ah1 lan3 lyks that hahas...after walking to bstop with him the next was douglas hehe, didnt noe that mr chan was in hua chongs sch team though, got it from douglas... yea thn after which also thankin jasmine haha for helpin me to find my poa text if not im real dead tmr... " wad a dae to be" hah but was real tired now...first dae after my hair cut aiyo, duno, but thought it loox kind of weird...so perhaps thats all for todae ?? b4 its too late hope u guys enjoy the rest of the valentine's dae(:

there goes my attempt ... doesnt seemed lyk one though, try harder next time...but wait, omg, jus duno how to go sch tmr i duno how to go sch !!!!~ siGH....

yes mr systems luan diao and ear got hole de ren! xD

2007-02-10T23:07:00.000-08:00

:@ put ur stinky pair of trootttters off my pillow....zzzz walao wei, come my house plaeplae not enuff, step my pillow (cousin), -.-... ahhh later goin out and hw haven do X_X

very excited abt de results for Amaths test, but nvms, lyk pearl said, even if i fail to the extend i get 1m or 0, i will still be happy cos i tried my bestest!! loookin forward to it gaarhs =D.. happenin week comin soon cya pps (:

2007-02-09T21:33:00.000-08:00

matthew asked me if it wasnt meant this wae, wad does it really mean thn...to me i dun tink i hav gone to an extend whereby i noe wad it really means, but one thing im sure of it, is that... it means that pp will hav to go thru thick and thins tgt and wun hurt one another... quite rite? duno...

just before i realised, the revolution had already started, behold...the great epic is jus about to unfold...

2007-02-08T04:13:00.000-08:00

todae....flunked everythin~...

tmr return uncle ah, paiseh lo aiyo, kuku dae... stand so long for da ji, legs gone T_T

didnt get scoldings by him todae, means wad... todaes scoldings pushed towards next week... aiyo sometimes really tired duno la, mayb cos todae geo tests die and seriously the canteen thing... i seriousli dun understand why pp hav to go into fights, wad really irks me is that, innocent people got hurt of sth...wasnt sure of wads the situation, i duno whether they are scalded or wad...but then pp jus be mor careful in the future...sigh... wad a darn dae...going off, bbyes... hahas i wasnt sure of how u think of me, but it really doesnt matter, i think i had done enuff and ya thats all ba, but thn if i see u feeling down again, i wun hesitate to be there for u, as a fren(:

2007-02-06T04:05:00.000-08:00

(: i duno why, i jus smile when u smile at me... i did it!!, satisfied with my REtest though, and as for tmrs amaths test, im sort of nervous for it, i seriousli cant fail this time...no more 2nd chance already, blea...see wad happens... history, emaths and alot more comin too, i wanna go for geo(: hope i could do it on thurs...chiong ah!!! and im still not pretty sure on simultaneos, dam...wad should i do?? aiyo...

surprisingly, hav been lighting up spirits with those encouragin outcomes and of cos haha maties i met in sch haha, and of cos, p4in3 and xxmidnachxx too, for pratically everythin u guys gav me(: thx!! hahahas

lol, u could continue with ur idiotic acts, but well who cares abt ur dam face lol langston hecks too HAHAHAH LAME IDIOT DAM UR FACE noob JI SIAO'ER BIMBO HAHA....

giving a try now(: duno whether i will succeed, but im giving my real best on it!! garrhahahas

2007-02-05T01:51:00.000-08:00

yea kristin, she is though,(: thx shanx...

oh bamboo hat o_O....

2007-02-04T08:11:00.000-08:00

hahs i tot i was being clear as i didnt put any names in the prev post o_O ar well, lets make it simple, that post is practically an archive of me tokin to myself!! haha how well is that? now nobody gets the wrong idea... oh man, well heard that over there they are having some kind of big trouble sister, haha dun worry !! tell lao shi and let him help u PUSH!! definitely they will be stronger de, haha they call me a spy-.-... btw march is coming real soon haha coffee toktokcockcock comin soon, hope they dun get bac on their word =X hahas, 1214-.- STILL SPRING CLEANINGINGINGINGinginging....wa sian wanna sleep, haven been bathing early these few daes, haha and v daes comin and we already caught yuan hao of adeline haha, who else now?? hehe lets see (:

youch was waiting for mmmm to come online and plae maple wib me de, but hahas mmmm didnt come online haha, jus expected but nvms, see first ba mm! haha...o_O gotta be late for, ?? sch....-.-...

things arent crystal as it was!! i wanna make it clear to u im ain nutss!!!!arrrr @.@

2007-02-03T07:57:00.000-08:00

duno nowadaes dun feel lyk posting, scared pp see not happy, scared pp misunderstand me...when i hav things to sae, who can i turn to...is this the wae how things should go on? its jus that, im terribly disappointed when i see that...the kind of trust we had as frens, is held by a thread... the kind of mood when i talked to zixin about it, the kind of tone when i answered munchee(sister).... life driven to this extend, i really felt lyk turning back to the very beginning... i desire the past, the world without hatred, jealousy, voulgarities, lies... jus this four things turned my life upside down, in the hands of trust, friendship and love... there are only lies and cheats in reality... only those lies and illusions are real...things i hear, i see, i touch...all these are jus, jus my illusions... no words could explain my world im in, nor my mood, nor my character, nor my life... and hey stop it i beg of u, u treat her lyk a carat of diamond, she treats u nth mor thn a speck of dust...shes nth mor thn a murderer... shes not worthy of u at all... pls...

2007-01-29T03:37:00.000-08:00

hahas! todae had not a bad dae anywaes... yala boring too, was sleeping tru out the physics lesson X) thn todae got geo, was sitting b'hind this girl i tink shes called wad pei ling or sth lyk tt... accidentally kicked her chair thn she thought i zhao shi qing thn she look here look there lols...quite lame though-.- ...

pratically, thats all for todae la, nth really special, first dae wearing that lame white shoe, wa leg so pain ah... hope could get use to it X_X... tmrs physics test!!!! try my best(: jia you pps!!~

oh ya and soccer too!! hahas hope i could rmb abt the pe shorts, or else cant plae again...-.-

2007-01-28T07:21:00.000-08:00

ehaa! todae went to ikea and buy things, thn we got some kind of shoe rack? and thn ya praticalli, we were there to get ideas and sort of lyk how to make over my house haha! warzone-.- and yay! bought my pillow, my old one is flat!...

after which, went to thompson plaza to buy white shoes hehe, after that, walked past the best superstore...got one xbox 360 there, thn my mom and i looked at the boy playing some sort of racing game, lols after a few turns the car totaled liao, thn my mom sae, ' eeee jiang lan de, si3 zai3 ah2 luanluan chuang' after that we came bac and no one was playing so i started to plae hehe, thn after a few turns the car also totaled lol my mom was giving me an expression lyk telling me that im as lousy as the small kid hahs, wad a dae ^^

anywaes ytd went to simlim square to check out some memory cards fer my dad hp, thn walked around and took their printed price list, to build one pc to be ahead of the 3d mark, it will cost!! $8421 O_O... 8k for 1 pc!!! wdhT_T

2007-01-27T06:53:00.000-08:00

to no matter wad extend i shouldn hav done that, but i couldn control myself and i jus led myself to it... i was hesitating abt doing it, but when i thought of those things that she had done to me, i jus couldn control... she really tested my patience...

u were asking me if i was really bad tempered when u see that form thing, this is wad i meant...but to the very end, she is still my sis and this is not a dam wae to treat her, i really regret that, i shouldn hav whacked her...i had neva hit someone that hard b4, bet shes pretty shocked when i shouted at her... im sorry...but u hav to understand the kind of stress im handling, im not givin myself an excuse for wad i did, its jus that, times i feel that im all alone and i jus sit there quietly in that corner reflecting upon myself, and there u are making fun of me, insulting me, and doing all these shit to me, well i hope u could change and pls dun be that freaking ridiculous anymor, cos for me, thats really disgusting...

well again, im sorry...sigh

2007-01-25T07:30:00.000-08:00

i shouldnt hav left that early, i cant sit and watch...i mus be there,...i hope i could be there...i hope it could be the last time, dun fall for it eva again may we be blessed

2007-01-22T05:18:00.000-08:00

todae late...-.- wa biang, thn todae got annual house meeting...wa call urselves cheer commitees!!! no la jkjk hehe ask me stand infront of the row!!!?!?!?! thn cheer @_@... but nvm, i saw one of those faces todae again, ha todae far better thn the rests cos, todae is jus diff lo^^

after which lessons resumed, thn afterwhich, detention-.- hehe but thn i went to gz later on, to er "help" out hehe at the sec1s interviewing thing... but thn sigh, i lost my pen!! my sis giv one leh use ONE dae onli thn it left me without a word...garhs, i didnt cherish it enuff, crying over lost pen...but nevertheless, good things still occured one, i finally filed my eng stuff, my clear folder? less bulky of course! yeaup looks much better now...

had a weird dream yesterdae, it began when im diagnosed with some kind of illness, jus a matter of time b4 i siii qiaoqiao...i duno, but everythin seems so real...difficulty in breathing and wadeva uneasiness, i felt it all...was thinkin abt that the whole dae, i suddenli hav so much to sae... i duno i duno i duno... jjs birthdae is comin(: i wun forget haha! AND! ive got a aqua for u^^ giv it to ya next time hope could meet yea there soon(:

(( PEARL!! ))

2007-01-20T07:06:00.000-08:00

oodoodoo hehex, a nice start when i played maple with yue li O_O hahs, lol first time tok to her thru msn, her nic was... (after the game, the king* and the pawns go into the same box.) lol interesting yea? can never understan her... lol

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sirchow cant live without P2O^^ yea!

2007-01-19T09:20:00.000-08:00

lol, u see this maniac there?^^^^^^^^ its goin to rain and there he sits at the overhead bridge near bowen...lol we even played v-rally inside the toilet how fun lol, almost for 1 hour i tink...thn while we were lyk playing with the belts, X) one lao uncle walked up and walked down the stairs again lol, i tink he see we playplay thn he dun dare come liao cos we doin somethin gross hehe... yea thn thats all for todae...no burden anymor, hahax...care less smile more, ya, i got it...no time fer this kind of crap! pearlene saes, very true though, yea...todae saw one of the faces again! haha her face tells me shes got aloalot of comments abt me X.X duno good or bad who cares, but from start till now we have not speak to each other b4 lol wdshit is this? duno wad happens later, but it will be interesting if i could hav a fren lyk her...hehe... nitex!

2007-01-16T01:54:00.000-08:00

its at the moment when u stood up for me..."ze me ke neng"... for all the things uve done for me, thanx once again...

todae eat lollipop, thn walk thru the corrido, mrs serene ho walked past thn " sirchow, wad are u eating? next time eat sth mor macho can? sec 3 already" he,...hehe...kena confiscated x_X ...

todae is jus another torture, duno how long this would go on,...and those dreams in my sleep... tmr maths test, now already yawnin de wae, jia you pp!

2007-01-12T17:47:00.000-08:00

if my heart hadn been minced, perhaps i wouldn hav changed...

2007-01-12T07:52:00.000-08:00

81 years bac, she was born, todae is my grandma bd we went to sing song again hehe...sing thn all zao sia X) hehehehe we stae until 11+ until the pp there stop servicing us haha, a bit bhb la but thn who cares...ya thn after dinna we went straight home...

todaes' lessons,

first thing i hear from her is " sirchow, hows ur dae? " haha, its jus the third period and there she was asking me that...thx for being such a weird but nice person...thx for makin lessons so interesting, as u asked me a question no one had asked b4...but its jus a sentence which i hope i could hear it from anyone else...from the btm of my heart, thx

after that went to library to " do hw " with langs and ziying,... in the end library closed early and i also hav to leave early cos of my grandmas bd so in the end, i left with langs at around 2++ sorry ziying abt this, ya sorry... thats all lo..(: hehe

2007-01-11T06:37:00.000-08:00

todae wa~ hehe sian dae, rainin while i was goin home, thn the lame xms shoe got holes one thn in the end sox eveythin all wet!! wa sian, on second tots really felt lyk buying white shoes hehe, but thn got quite used to that lame track shoes ehehe... todae gz was fun! fer me lol, but anywaes, luckili my prayings were paid off, i hope things could be a whole lot better fer everyone now...dun really mind that, as long u put that smile off u(: perhaps i had really done my part...im afraid i dun really hab the kind of energy to do things lyk that anymor... the rest is urs!! jia you ba... as well as the rest of gz pp!! no matter which u grp u lie in, jus do ur best u could pp!! good luck!!

thx for that chocolate(: and i curse that whoeva who threw it to that corner, fcuk whoeva it is...asshole... sleepy-.-..nitex!

2007-01-10T06:18:00.000-08:00

todae is nth mor thn a nightmare, duhs...bad sign la...again, i realy cant stae awake during lessons anymor, and i kept 'crying' cos yawn ma hehe... now i super weak ah, severeli exhausted ... dealing with all these junks are simply, .. devastating?? hai...wads mor i hav to see that face every now and then... gosh, my life, ruined!! T_T

but i jus cant sleep well... sigh...

2007-01-09T06:34:00.000-08:00

er 932..... ... .. . chuckle, why on earth do i tink of this no. when im supposed to write my own ic no.? haha lol somehow similar ah? lols nutz thn todae went to take height and weight...-.- 49 KG!!! 16* hehe censored lols but its damdamdam short X_X my future is gone T_T...

mouth, still rotting hehe, applied wad watermelon spray??!?!?! pearl sae one lol, wad watermelon powder, whoa seh put on the wound thn sizzle...-.- burn my lips ah, now the skin all left there hanging, i pull thn pain wa~ wad an eyesore... so gross la hehe... kaes tmr is a big dae! perfomance tmr haha hope everythin would be a real deal hehe...wads real deal? hehe duno la...yea hope everythin would be a success, and may we **** ehehe !!!

2007-01-09T05:15:00.000-08:00

(hello sirchow) <<<hahas, this is wad yue li (spelling<<) wrote during chem period...actually they are not that bad la, in fact i tink she is very good la haha...very funny also hehe, alwaes do some things that makes me laugh haha, esp the wae she talks, thn she alwaes go erase the board after lessons(: pro management head! lols... so after a few daes in class i could get quite well among them!! nice hehe...

hai, saw one of the faces again...sob...

haha thn jing song so cute lol haha...sae me until lyk that-.-...

no matter wad extend this will go, my life would stil go on(: livin my wae off!!

2007-01-08T04:07:00.000-08:00

... even, if u wanna comment abt me, pls do it somewhr else...ive neva see a f************* gundu lyk u who did this shit b4 la...and even if u hav to do so, ensure dam mouth be.............................................(&^%&$*&^%&^& todae is jus a dam dae,... those killing words, are meant to be kept to urself...u dun come here and tel me those i really cant take it.... aiya, i no mood to post la...

hehe, todae is langs bd, =X in the end i onli bot him an icecream haix sorry ah lang...but hope u lyk it hehe...hope u could get ur goals this year la! jia you!!

charissa, u faster tink la k? hehe X) tired......

2007-01-05T08:39:00.000-08:00

im sorry,... i mus be wrong somewhere, mayb i noe... but jus the previous few hours i behaved lyk an asshole... im really sorry fer being such a lamer todae... esp during the camp fire... walk here walk there, everywhere...laugh lyk an idiot, talk lyk an idiot...im an idiot...-.- i hope i werent lyk this...and i hope u could understan, i couldn control myself, im really exhausted and i noe im really wrong during the pot luck session... mayb i noe how u feel, i dunwanna be lyk this anymore... cos i noe im jus behaving lyk him... i lost control... and shit came up... hai, regrex ): im really sorry... i jus try to be lyk me again... yawns...

todae got lessons, then my class walked past 201 and saw cris?... yea tink so...thn later on got emath and geog...mr wong was sort of lyk funny...lol, he has his style of his own, but howeva, the lesson stil turned out to be QUITE effective la...intro to sec3 topics... haha so many tests to take them on, im really lookin forward on wads coming out from those papers... workin really hard!! hahas, todae stayed bac in the library with ah lang, chongpu, terance and choy... after revising and stuff, we went to terance house to plae, hehe...XO yawns... lyk bro lyk sis, all dao dao one.. lol choy was so familiar that he even noes whr they keep their keys...aftewhich we went bac to sch lo, fer thee camp fire... but from wad i saw, i thought the fire bal was stuck in the middle!! wa~ but nevertheless, the sLs are great... never b4 were the sec1s that enthu b4, really got some noise this year hehe...

hai...todae, is a disappointin dae, disappointed in myself... sigh, hope i could be better... hope so... 4 faces that i rmbered todae... they were both great and mighty, and its jus that i did them wrong? sigh...time to settle down........................................................ ARRRG!....

2007-01-03T07:45:00.000-08:00

hehe, gues wad? i tink in no time, im gonna be the shortest in my class T_T...

chey, dun care haha, anywae, lookin forward fer tmrs prac, i will see how well we can do fer tmrs prac or wadeva haha, hope it turn out in the wae of my thoughts, so hope everythin goes well lo hehe... heard that pearl was elected as the class chair, actualli, felt quite happy for her... without any doubts, she definitely can do it la, given her pro'ness(: hahas hope u really bear that sentence in mind... and the rest, is all urs!! jia you!

haha todae mdm (leow) spelling, im refering to the principal btw, lols...first dae as principal for speech, but she was some kind of newbie la, perhaps we are used to the wae how mrs low speaks...but todae her speech really went too far lol, event he parents werent listenin, lol too many pauses and seriousli unrelevantly went to frodo and samO_O wad was that actualli, haha nevertheless, theres plenty of room fer her to improve on, mayb mrs low was also lyk this when she came in?? duno...hope to see some improvements ba haha...

hehe, todae went to take picture-.- haha met this photo girl sabrina? tink thats her name... at least shes a veryvery good person haha, hope i could see sth new everydae... things that could really bring up my dae! hahas... hope i could enjoy my daes in my really new and nice class!! hope i could get to tok to him, he seems lyk he hav alot to sae...i meant renyi though...it would be nice to be frens with him, but i jus duno how to begin ): see how things work and i will work my best in my everydae!!(: and pearlene, dun giv up and jia you!!!

2006-12-31T21:01:00.000-08:00

it doesnt matter how people treats u, but its important how u treat people... ha, well? does this sentence revolves and resolves everythin?

2006-12-31T11:26:00.000-08:00

hahax! my long lost fren, we are finaly in contact again!!! teng rui^^ tall boi hehe, thru gb we got in touch again =O hahaha so happy...i still got the class foto!! we were small then haha all mush heads X) nicenice! 1a rox!! hehe...

perhaps those fireworks told me that life has alot mor things to do, but i duno why, when those explosives boom up into the air, im jus speechless, i feel happy all of the suddden hehe...its lyk when it strucked zero, all the cars along the road began ponkin their horns so cool la, the whole road stopped, and everyone jus got down the car and leave them on the middle of the road hehes...

after that, walked along the river, then theres this drunkards angmo, haha ran towards me and my sis thn" garrrrhgarrrh happy new year happy new year" lol, we lyk stunned haha cos we didnt expect them wad, thn they lyk having so much fun on the streets, thn we jus high with them hehe=D

kaes, at least ive revealed my thoughts, the rest of the decision is urs... hppy new year!!!!^^

2006-12-31T09:42:00.000-08:00

went to shopping todae, hahas haven been spending so much hahahax, duno whether i bought the right pants, but afar from this, i bot pretty lot stuff! ******d games X) finally got another ting to be excited abt haha! and i really wish to save enuff money to build my own com!! yays!! everythin add up!! should be around 900+ - 1000+ !! with that i could build up nice and cool desktop le!! yupyup hope i could succeed! X) kaes im dueling gb with tengrui now^^ brb! hahahas

2006-12-30T20:16:00.000-08:00

(: yesterday went to grandma house, really enjoyed my dae there...we set up the sound system thn, thn we tested the karaoke, lol... but then the settings are all jumbled and thn in the end everythin go haywire X)

k example, my uncle sang a normal tone

lyk he sae "arrrrrrh"
then the sound come out is " ahhhyayayayayaya~" at 1st we thought that that is the wae he sings, so we lyk laugh a bit thn dun dare to laugh... but in the end we realised is the settings thn all of us began laughin, thn after a song, theres a rating ting, rate how well u sing...its lyk so lame haha, my granny sing thn in the end got 42/100 hehe. she alwaes gan3 pai1 zi3 thn everythin out of tune...lol... ytd really reminds me of the past...the wae how i plae with my cuzies and stuff...now they are all 17-25 all adults le...im getting there too, 15 next yr... haha, time fer leading the kind of life i wanted, perhaps till now, i had accomplished a few of pps requests... mom i will do it not becos u wanted me to, but its becos i wanted to(: i finally noe my path le, i hope u could support me!! another few hours will be new yr le, time fer new wishes...hey now my dear frens, cherish wadeva u hav now, cos a new year is comin! haha, take care now, im off to malaysia again l>-

2006-12-30T09:12:00.000-08:00

wad has msn done to my email??? i jus cant log in T_T

2006-12-29T09:05:00.000-08:00

fcuk...my prev post gone...dun ask why i so moody these daes la... its jus that everythin happened fer their own reasons...we need not ask why, jus do wad we could in wadeva situations we are left with...do the best u can...thats all, things are simple yet complicated...complicated when we ask why...

dun take me fer those who doesnt care or wadeva... i wun be stuck with things lyk freakin maple and leave u there...i noe wads mor important, compared to u, maple is NTH...understand? i could giv up everythin on that...those are jus for me to get relaxed, not possesing me.....im freakin pissed when u had such thoughts in ur mind, takin me fer some kind of jerks...kaes im sorry...ive got my things to handle and thats mor than enuff, im sort of short of breath...pls understand me more will ya? ur health have been deteorating...dun wanna see u lyk this, we had to move bac, thats the only wae...i really dun wish to wake up and realise that ure in hospital...fcuk my mouth fer that...jus take good care of urself can? if u dun wanna worry abt her thn CARE'LESS abt her k? shes leading her own life now...if anythin goes wrong, she has to bear all the responsibility herself, this is the kind of path she chose, let her be... live for urself, dun live fer us...take care...

2006-12-26T07:10:00.000-08:00

got my phone bac finally(:

todae went to buy books, and i saw xinjie!, joey, er douglas? marcus, and, duno... yup, jus feel that schs comin nearer and nearer! hahas, oh ya, mingting too(: hahahas, she s more cheerful thn ever...kaes, so lets countdown ba! everyone is unhappy, why? shouldn we cherish wad we hav now? or perhaps, wad we hav lost? daes gonna be hard, and everydae, pp dies...who noes wad happens next? i dun understan...why not jus get over it? and giv out a brilliant smile to the others? perhaps i hav been watching serials and stuff hehe come with such thoughts... well, tmr is gonna b tuff! hehe, gtg now sleep early pps!

2006-12-26T02:18:00.000-08:00

got my books!!! hehe, hw haven fin=X

he, hehe... thats all fer todae (:

2006-12-25T10:44:00.000-08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yiVs6Oof1h4&mode=related&search=

hahas...

2006-12-25T10:29:00.000-08:00

omgosh^^ shin chan is freakin hilarious=D check this out!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sNskxzGL9ZE&NR

yaoyaoyao yao pipi XD
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MS1FijKr-Sg&mode=related&search=

2006-12-25T06:46:00.000-08:00

todae, anotha 'outing' hahas, famili actualli wanna go to ikea ( ee'kae'yer) lols, but thn the queue (fer cars) is lyk, fantastically loooong... even jam the whole road hehe, so in the end, we went to........fishfarm-.-...theres a duck! duno its a duck or a goose, and then didnt expect pearlene was there b4 too! told me that theres a duck x^^x haha... after browsing fer fishes, went to simei fer my SE HP!!! UNFORTUNATELY, the service centre wasnt open hehe, no mor chances le! hehe i meant i wun buy any SE phones anymor X) personal prefrences ah hehehehe^^...no offence!

thn after that! went to courts megastore, i saw desmond! of 40? duno his class le, but is an sL... he lyk stunned, duno wad to sae when i tapped his shoulder muahahs.. thn b4 that! weve got our eyes on the worlds 1st samsung blu-ray disc ( blu-ray disc is a new series of cds, that are better thn dvds) player O_O fantasizing^^ simply pleased when i watched the video played on the lcd tv!! haha(: k la,...-.-, after that went to ikea -.- lols, one big round in the end went back to ikea??... went there to buy beds... and all those designs are pretty nice too!!

ya thats almost everythin fer todae! thx pearlene !! hahas, and funnily desmond! yupyup, rmb last time also met yan sheng at the ikea too!! hehe oh wait!,

finally, ive spotted a pair of lesbos X.X omgosh so gross hand in hand there they goes, haha yup thats all fer todae... !! merry cratmad!

2006-12-24T08:35:00.000-08:00

finally, ha ha ha...keke, my famili was bac to six! and my dad decided not to drive and so, haha we all took bus?? yup 162, after which, we went to wisma atria s.c , thn duno la, jus that area...around 8++ theres this duno wad lighthin activity, duno wad, its lyk they close the road fer a while thn all the pp gather in the middle of the road thn jus run here and there, not even 20 secs all disperse liao lol, lyk tt also shuang? walk here and there, the traffic light green le, evrybdy zao... haha wdh?

after which, we walk halfwae, thn got alot police motorcycles VROOOM by hehe, thn we thought got president or whoeva shit passed by, thn in the end, its onli a few flower cars, ( hua1 che1) duno wads the eng name, so sorry ah... passed by...thn got one person behind me sae, "chey, only a few lorrleee onli ma..." hehe thn the rest of the crowd started cheying...-_- wdh no applause stil got chey ah? but thn really la, its jus a few er hem, flower cars onli...expected sth else X)...

kaes, after which we went to eat prata! heard b4 boom prata? ...thought it would be nice so i ordered it...in the end, lol its sweet?!?!?! lyk got pineapple syrup in it.. UAT... plus put in the curry, duno got wad kind of stupid reaction...later surely kena one, stomache liaos...

hoohoo, though todae i hav been lyk spoil spot cos, dun lyk shoppin at all bleah=X, but sort of understan my dad, cos the chance of getting out together is lyk, =X...yup, so sorry ah hai...but my bac really cant tahan so i cannot stand also ma....yupyup! so..thats all lo, and, merry xmas to all again(:

vera, zhi dao le! enjoy ur serial^^ but dun forget to sleep!

2006-12-23T04:05:00.000-08:00

haha. i had enough...

2006-12-21T05:34:00.000-08:00

things had changed again... if i had really see thru the plan, if my predictions are right, thn mayb things will not be that bad=X i duno... nevertheless, todae i had changed quite a few waes of thinkin... in fact, things were better too...

and finally of course haha, singnet pp will be over at my house tmr, ....-_- hope they would call all the probs and their stinking troubles off, wanna hav peace surfin... i thought of it already, perhaps if i could change a little, with a little less effort, the outcome could hav been better than before, other than thinkin this and that all dae, i rmb i had to relax a bit... cos the more i push the outcome would be repeated again... now that i found my mistakes, i would mend it over... yes! this the wae it should be, my frensX) and , and ya haha ive got it all over...but 1st things 1st(: time fer a hair cut haha! thought im not sure of wad im typin here, but i jus feel high!, vera(:, langston! jingsong! charissa! jingjia... and worse of all, i mus apologise to, ming ting... howeva, the past would remain as the past...i couldn change the fact that how things are happenin nowadaes... i onli noe that wad im doin now is rightrightright!!! so i really hope u would lead th kind of life u wan, u lyk and u love(:

k this post is quite confusing, but i should end it here with this paragraph, todae wad im most satisfied with is that, my dad is bac to playing com again^^ 51, lol but hes on with GTA HAHAHA, if u noe wad game that is, u would possibly be thinking if hes nuts, ever heard of Grand Theft Auto vice city?? ah LANG!! MY DADS PLAYING X) hes treatin a cheetah lyk a bar of gold lol, but hes no better of thn a noob KEEEHS, i was lyk laughin all the wae while hes playing...k com battery low liao hehe, gtg! happy is priority! hehe bye!

2006-12-20T08:28:00.000-08:00

there i lay on the sofa, shut my eyes and dream of u again(:

2006-12-20T07:22:00.000-08:00

he turned the ensemble upside down...

he told me wad would happen but, wad did he mean by that? now i see it todae, i felt so helpless, i didnt expect he would do his wae to such an extend, im realy afraid... i, i felt so fcukingli helpless when they approached me and tell me wad had happened...i really dun hav the kind of rights to tell them wad would happen next, cos i really stressed out, and i cant giv them an answer, for me myself, i dun even noe if i could qualify fer it, he thinks i hav attitude? i, everythin they ask i could only give them a "i duno wad to sae" is there nth else i could sae? its jus that i cant take the wae how things are happening,... heartbroken, i was even afraid to reply her sms now...she neva had such low amount of confidence de...now shes shivering for the things happenin around her now,... she alwaes changes the subject, she doesnt want people to worry about her... she alwaes keep all the unhappy things to herself... and smiled to u and sae shes fine, to this situation at this extend, theres nothin much i could do, why? this is supposed to be a time whereby people enjoy and cherish the time we had in the holidaes, but now, he gav us the demoralisin mood...he sae he dunwan messy things, yet he messed everythin up himself... why mus he make people feel that wae when they decided to put effort in gz already? they really dun deserve those kind of tings la...

no ones post is happy, everybdy felt as if that their dying already... moreover, i cant read her blog, hope she would be fine, jus do wad u wan, things would be fine(: take care of ur health too...

i will alwaes be here for you and i mean it

2006-12-18T07:18:00.000-08:00

is this the wae how things work? wdf, things are all getting wrong, why alwaes my mom did all the tings and blame me in the end,.?? why cant they understan how i feel now? i dun understan, i was ok a while ago...i noe i couldn hold that face fer any longer, but,.. why?mayb i watch the sad tv show=X FUCK la wadeva it is, sorry for breaking ur dam glass happy? i onli used it, I DIDNT BREAK IT, why people alwaes tink that im not serious?why they alwaes tink i yayapapaya? im stressful enuff la, why cant they just settle down? my sisses all uselesses...cant use their stuff, laptops fucktops la wadeva la...dam im down with this kind of luck livin with this kind of pp,... I NOE WHY IM BEHAVING lyk this but they just add in the stress by showing off their own probs and throw wadeva at me...at this point of time cant u see im in wad kind of asshole mood? thought i found my direction of my life, but u lay there, in that kind of form, how u wan me to help u? i cant even open my mouth to WADEVA DAM THIS POST, dam this ass, dam wadeva dickheads...

2006-12-18T03:05:00.000-08:00

wdh?!? he sae i got atittude? dam my freakin ass man,... ive done wad u asked fer rite? and dam ur freakin comments are wad i get,..now u put me there I ALSO HAV NO COMMENTS, but pls get this straight, now im givin u attitude bcos U gav me ur freakin lame attitude...

***********!!!! wadeva la...

anywaes todaes gz was hehe, lame=_=...we lyk sat outside the room fer soooo long la, they duno hav wad meeting inside the room, stil jack a stool at the door to prevent us from enterin, lol wad hell is that? dam lame rite? hehe,...then veras hair is still the same=X after that rain again, then walked out wib ah lang to the lame bus stop, yingjia called and she made a fool out of herself again!! haha cause she cant diffrenciate my voice and ah langs! thn we lyk playing la hahaha, some times i talk sometimes ah lang tok, SHE DUNOES?!?!?!? duno la,...mayb she noe but nv sae...dunoduno...CANNOT ISIT?lol....

feeling dam down!?!?!?!, i wanted to tell everythin but i dun...lols, i cant forget wad charissa told me, but for that im suffering now, im being sandwhich again,..but this time, charissa wun force me to make any decision, i noe she would agree to wadeva i sae...no matter wad,... charissa, if i really go bac...it would be on my own will, i noe wad u would sae, i would end up with nth again,... but even if the outcome is the same again... i sill hav to try this once, one last... ****** doesnt help, but ****** makes me feel better...

2006-12-16T07:08:00.000-08:00

charissa(: thx fer everythin but u!!!! nv tel me as u promised lol...haha no la i dun really mind actualli, but i dun care, 50 bucks is more than enuff fer ur expensive taste la k? hehe who ask u, fly off liao also neva tel me, forget me after tokin to ur chen rite? and btw, cheer really up, u are not gone foreva rite? u will be bac de...and chen will remain the same k? so u need not worry anymor... he will be there fer u(: yup, and dun mention it at all k? cos im jus saein how i feel and wad im tinkin of...thanks fer ur [(guidance) << spellin], and ty fer lettin me noe wad im doing, now im tellin u, i noe wad im doin and wad im tinkin, i cant possibly let it be ahead of me MUAHAHA...k la, thats all i wanna sae to u liao... hope u would be a smiley face even in japan haa!(:

kaes...todae had some kind of DAE with my parents lol...wdh, hao qu bu qu, go to some kind of wad landscape shop? those companies that help pp make those kind of garden in their houses one la...duno why, they jus sort of enjoy the greenery la, went to nursery, and wa...all those places that elderly pp go one la,...though its coolin but walao, i was wearin shorts la, and there was lyk flooding with mosquitos-.-.... kena feasted la...here hav there hav, everywhr also got mosquito bites... itch lyk hell la... and wads mor, actualli my parents wanna go jb tmr de...haiz, my 2nd sis la, spoil spot again, or else jiu can go altogether le!!, but thn sadcase la, it was canceled...gaaaarh! sian...

b4 goin out with my parents and stuff, went to sony ericsson service centre to SERVICE MY HP!! wdh...2nd time i went there le la, so freakin irritatin...the contact, the recieva, everythin also got prob...cannot charge one lol, wads the point of buying a phone which fails to charge?...YOU DIAN HUA DENG YU MEI YOU, WO BU YAO LE, huan gei ni! lols, rmb not ah lang? that frustrated customer? lol...siao, the queue was sooo long, lingered around east point mall fer nearly 2 hours? jus fer that lame hp?wa seh wastage of time, though sony ericsson(SE) phones' features tempt u to buy it...but buyers, i tink u should tink twice abt its reliability...cos seriously, jingsong and his sis, also sae their SE phones' condition seriously deteoriate in an amazingly fast pace... and wads more? the prob is alwaes the same, contact not good, and cannot charge!?!?!?!?! thats fer mine la hehe...so really tink twice b4 u buy any of the SE phones... so yingjia !! hehe duno wad phone u buy liao, but i hope u really buy the other brands heehee, but nvm la, u buy rite? ur phone ma, u lyk can liao la... and vanessa chiu? sorry, sort of forgotten ur surname=X but this part of post is to tell u, that,...dun ask me to make those choices again...cos my answer would remain the same, now, and forever...so i hope u could keep wadeva ive said that dae, all to urself, guofang, u too pls... so thats all fer todae, sometimes decisions ive made had hurt and made the other party unhappy cos i jus hope that tings could happen in my wae...paiseh and sorry ah lang (: wun do it again la hehe!!

2006-12-15T00:41:00.000-08:00

gaaaarhs....

todae was guzheng and wad?!?!?!?! im in zheng1??? vera, thought we would bth in zheng 2 de, btw, zheng 1 = grp 1 ya so on and on lor,... why he lyk tt de, make grp also mus make properly ma lol, k la im not making any sense... but i hope vera could get ur black hair bac leh,...dun get scolded again k? nv same grp nvm, but hopehopehope praypraypray, we mus same class la, but thn will sian diao without my good sis one la hahaha... same class ah!! hehe... and song!!! u nv tel me ur blog url!...u sad case, bad boy...nvm hehe i go find out myself:)

thn todae met terance again,...cos that time ah lang and i went ot ma near dick's house to do hw,...oh ya, yingjia was taggin along too!! hehe that girl, lame stuff...-.- he was there to buy his lame set of books, there tok cock again, cos langs in 3a1 ma, so he there to sae crap stuff again la, haha hes lyk tt de la, sometimes he really quite jiang yi qi...but then, he sometimes really ah, aiyo,...headache...after which i headed to grandma house lor, hehe as usual =D

then perhaps thats all fer todae,though i hav no idea wad ure tryin to tell me, but er...i duno...... 5:29pm hees bac to maple!

2006-12-05T18:18:00.000-08:00

todae is a start for many people, they are yingjia, and guo fang (if im not wrong, edinna was her c' name)... perhaps now the prelimnary(spellin<<) is over but nevertheless hope they could get in to the finals... i were tokin about the gz competition, not onli them,...for the other catogory, jingsong, langston, lileng, ailing and me lol, whoeva wins doesnt matter, but i really hope we all fly into the finals,...wish u guys all lucks:) so meet u guys on fri!! JIAYOUJIAYOU!!! persevere!!

2006-12-04T05:58:00.000-08:00

ARRR, time set me up....

tel me, why neva spare a thought for me ah? dun ask me how i did fer that dam grades, u done this to me and act up lyk a nice person,....they do this to me but why u too>!?!?!?! dun u understan wad realy matters?? i dun giv a dam for being late, but its wad that affects my condition,...i cant even play well at those parts with snails pace,...being ur good son is hard enough, but ure making things difficult for me, ure not sparing a thought for me, its only 3 days left, u expect me to win? who wanna lose, who wanna lose their precious things in their lives, but who can help it,....livin in this kind of era jus make me wanna puke, why not ask how i feel, why not ask wad im thinkin?? why NOBODY ASK ME THESE QUESTIONS? WHY MUS I ONLI DO WAD PEOPLE WANTED BUT NOT WAD I REALLY WANTED? i was introduced trust and i turn out to hate them,... why would a world of joy turn out to be a world of fuckin fire of hell... yes, tel me its my fault, everybody blame me, push me to my wits...drive me off the cliff, make me dead...make me dead...

2006-11-27T01:05:00.000-08:00

shiat!!...

today is 27nov... and thn got gz... steven finally got come, then he sae his finger nails dam pain, cos he left them uncut fer duno how many months, he said two, but i dun tink so,...siao one leh, god dam looong... gz pp will noe la...his finger nail is almost as long as the "fake" nail lol, can imagine?? the whitewhite part of the finger nail is so big... finally my blog is sort of deserted haha, lame... hehe then wa, todae broke two strings, then while changing, kena poked twice...but nevertheless, the time passed quite quickli and the cca end le...

after which, on the wae home, was lyk spraying water thn spray till jingsongs "armXXX" lol, duno why, he dun lyk to get wet at all...serious, hes dam pissed jus now hehe, langston too...

yup thats all fer todae til now... crap, watching ellen show now, channel 5 one lol...if u interested then i tink weekdaes hav...5pm, somekind of lame american show, full of sucka jokes lol, SOME onli la...or else quite boring...

(for personal "recollection"? [duno which word to use])
then ystd went to that thing, at that occasion, the atmostphere is noisy but lonely, they hav their conversations whereby people get to be left out... its as if they cant see u but u can see them haha...then oh ya oh ya...took his glass and drank them all, in the beginnin, u feel gross with the weird taste of it, slowly, u feel hot when it wen down ur throat, its lyk burnin, burnin down ur throat...after a while, u jus feel lost, and u werent urself anymor...lols, but one ting u noe is that, ure happy..!! dunoe, but u will jus be smilling awae~... really...and u would sleep soundly afterwards, serious...but u wun be that energetic the next dae...haha those were some things about it,... but i dun tink i would be an addict of such stuff...my very first time for this, and quite certainly the last...yeah... byebyes...

2006-11-23T10:28:00.000-08:00

kaes...hi

not bloggin for so long... in fact, theres not much things to sae abt now...

first..., next year got new class, many pps got this same combi so not sure if i will get into ur class vera!! haa...my position dam far b'hind derh...so haiya duno la... xxmidnachtxx cos i said i could do it, i would do it...so jus sit and watch k? hehe i try my best...

k then theres this time when i watch tv...i thought i saw tengrui(mbs) on tv...lol, hes wearing a cap...ahh dun care...thn after a while, i thought i saw sherwin(mbs) too... siao liao...

i hav been spending my daes with my family...my eldest sis went out without return again...sigh... i can see that my dad was dam lyk...hai...he told me once, he said " zui hao bu yao xiang ni da jie, dui ta lai jiang, wo men yi jing si liao..." though he dun really care now, but at times he stil ask me where my sis go.... sometimes i think think think, he really makes out to be a good person... perhaps is stress that made him irritating sometimes... one mor month, my another chance to tel them wad i really wan...hope things would happen this wae... anotha year is approachin, i had to do wad i hav to, xxmidnachtxx was right, i mus think that i can b4 i could... then now leading to gz...i can sense that thum was terribly upset when such words were spoken... hai, duno who make him bomba that dae to splurt so much things out...heck la...

lols...btw xxmidnachtxx is my maple fren :)

haven been mapling though...

2006-11-11T08:58:00.000-08:00

who knows what will happen when the next tide comes....

but i will have to stay and keep breathing....

cause the sun will rise the next mornin....

what will happen then?...

2006-11-11T08:55:00.000-08:00

he was crying...

2006-11-07T10:49:00.000-08:00

alot alot of things happened todae, in my thinkings, thoughts...wadeva, all in my mind... (:and i stil cant sleep...

wondering wad will happen next, but im sure and confident that no matter wad happens, u will stil be there, giving me that heavenly smile of urs :) ...

smiles!! hope i can really sleep now... zzzZZzz ^ ^

2006-11-07T08:29:00.000-08:00

zzzzzz..gonzalez!! arrr(scream),... lol....

haha... "xxmidnatchtxx" met this "violinist" got tis word not? lol ya, someone who plays a violin lor...yup, perfectionist...=___= blea dun tok abt this person le....

yupyup,...someones scoldin me again, my dad .___. haiz...sry la, i flunked his motherboard, then he duno how to connect the power cables bac into the original places...dots...its jus some kind of com stuff btw, tt time he sae that thing couldnt be used de lor, so i go and dismantle it lor, but then now he sae can use......duh, wads wrong with this ah peh these days...

aiyo why,??....how many mor personalities can i stil spare? everydae seemed to be a game for me, a same rpg(role playing game), being restarted over and over again... sian zi bua lo!! ^ ^ its comin real soon, tink its 8 dec?? almos less thn a month? oh no exactly a month :) die onli ba, waste money onli...to me, it doesnt matter anymor, win or lose, qualify or not, its jus aye illusion...why giv urself so much stress ova lame illusions...things will stil be the same... nth would change if i had achieved anythin,... wad really matters its to be real happy :) yup realy happy, yawns... wait,...did it really happen??

pierce thru my heart, make me breathless...

2006-11-05T08:24:00.000-08:00

todae went to "my"
thn first ting went to the toilet at the "caltex"?? duno... thn hav to get keys fer it...after which i slot it in the keyhole, wonderin why cant open, thn i look up=_= pink clr with a ladies symbol.......grrr so embarassin, the guy workin there lyk look duno look wad....wa seh...so paiseh, thn my father was lyk waving at me, lols....lucki no one inside, or else....X(

thn later, we eat, the person tok to me in malay? dun undastn, anyhow answer, blea....kuku....

thn charissa saes she saw the three obasans ystd...lol, not to be revealed, ltr die,...yup at vivo... oops =X

that should be it ba, nth special really...hai...

ive neva pray so hard fer sth before, but i hope it would work at the end of the day, hope all these would pay off by letting them come true... take care, really

sigh......

2006-11-01T18:18:00.000-08:00

from young lols... i alwaes hav this dream...
its lyk..erm ...
haa k here goes..
it started when a garbage truck...it came in to the scene and started pourin everythin out...then at this moment, i was choked by the sweet in my mouth keke...
thn it would definitely remind me of the incident when i wasa 3yrs old?? duno la..ya that time my dad overturned me lols and lyk erm forcing the sweet out lor...its erm...how to sae... he was throwing me around la dun how to describe la...wadeva it is he is jus tryin to get the hell sweet out of me...
thn duno, forgot wad happen in the end haha...

k bac to dream...ya thn i would veryvery scared hee.. of the garbage truck>?!!?!<>

anotha year had ended^^ so fast..hai...